Monday, February 2, 2009

Sometimes sad. . .

I love looking at the fun Christmas pictures--and I love the family picture at the top of this. We have a beautiful, fun, loving, wonderful family (was that fun, loving, or fun-loving?? or both?)

This morning I woke up thinking it would be so nice if Aunt LaVonne came through the door--and her leaving had all been a mistake. Not as much, as I'm sure her family wishes it!!

Then Alysha called me, and she is so devastated with her idiot boyfriend. I wish I had a magic wand to help. I wish that we could all learn the lessons we need to learn without it hurting so badly.

At work today I had a meeting with the Corporate team. In order to hire a high quality nurse, we are offering her $5 more /hour than I make-which is fine with the Corporate team. It makes me feel totally expendable and demoralized and sad because I love hospice work.

A family in our Ward has a 4 month old baby that they took to the hospital on Wed--life flighted to BOI on Thursday, Ventillator and ARDS then a high temp and 100 % ventillation last night.

So, good times, bad times. We will see what tomorrow brings. Meanwhile, prayers please for alysha and Gage. Love, Mom

2 comments:

Sprack Attack said...

Mom, I can't believe your corporate office. You are worth your weight in gold, what are they thinking! So...how do I look for school nurse jobs in the IF area.

Alysha said...

Your office is ridiculous! They'll be sorry later...

I'm feeling better. Thanks for your love and concern and I will add Gage to my prayers. Hope your ward fast went well also.

I love you!